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i'm not so optimistic anymore.

it's been months of trying to loose.

my highest weight ever was 191 on june 24th.

it is now nov. 19th and i still weigh 177.8-  i only lost 12.2lbs in almost 5 months.

i hate being fat!!!

i have to loose this weight.

i'm being a little more realistic, i know i won't be 115 by the end of jan.

i am actually going for 145 by march 1st - my 2 yr. anniversary.

if i can be 125 by summer/ fall of next yr. i'll be happy.

145 is what i have to be! i can't do this "being big" thing.

i have like zero confidence.

wish me luck.