amyhuseby's Journal

Here we go again
Jan 07 2009 12:10

Well, I finally got brave and weighed myself today for the first time in months. 263. I didn't cry. It's only 20 pounds less than I weighed 3 years ago when I started to lose weight that time. I am so upset with myself. So frustrated. So tired of doing the roller coaster. I know it's about good health. I did get up and walk this morning. It's a start. And I'm back here. I will count calories. Last time I came in here, I'd gained 30 pounds in 2 months. Ridiculous. So I guess it's not horrible that I gained the other 30 over 9 months. Still. Sigh. I don't want to do this for the rest of my life. I hate this. Bah.