Nov 06 2009 15:30
Wow... I finally made it to 15 lbs. I was trying soooo hard to lose it by Halloween, but hey, what's a mere six days right. I made it and that is what counts. Now I can move forward. Look out fat, I'm coming after you. lol... Hopefully 10 to 15 more lbs. will be gone by Christmas. I am soooo tired of being fat. Who knew that having a baby when you're 39 could cause such havoc on a body? lol... It's been two years and I'm still trying to fix it. But now is a time for change. I've been fat and miserable for way to long. I have a two year old and I want to be around to see her grow up. I want her to be proud of me. I don't want her to start to school and people think I am her old fat grandma. I also want to look in the mirror and say Wow, not, oh my Gosh what in the hell happened to you. This is a new chapter in my life and its going to be wonderful.......
