bebu's Journal

Soooooo Discouraged
Nov 11 2009 15:22

I feel like such a fat blob.  I am the heaviest that I have ever been.  Have started dating someone who can eat whatever he wants and not gain an ounce.  If I look at a piece of cheese I gain 5 lbs. 

I am trying, again, to monitor my intake and really trying to get into exercise.  None of my clothes fit and I just feel so depressed. 

I weighed myself today, and am disgusted!!!

My agoraphobia keeps me inside, so I try to walk around the apartment.  I am eating food from the food bank - not so nutricious.  But I need to do this!!