billsaint's Journal
sadnessNov 09 2009 06:45
My mom passed away on the seventh and it is very difficult for me in so many ways. Emotionally it is difficult but also I don't let myself cry or forgot how to so it stays all pent up. It is like I want to scream but I won't. So internally I am a mess but outside I look fine, with moments of long contemplations of my mom, long stares into nowhere. With God I will get through but it would be nice to have a good cry.
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I have not experienced losing a parent but the thought of it breaks my heart. I hope there is someone you can open up to and talk to about the loss so that maybe you can get the feelings out there to help you feel better. Grieving takes time to just give yourself time. |
Bill - I will pray for you to have a good cry. Tears are very healing - God's word says he saves each tear in bottle, meaning they are precious to him. |
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