bittenkittenx's Journal

School and Life
Nov 07 2009 16:35

So this week I've been good with my diet. Been good with my exercises. I'm proud of myself. However, I keep forgetting to take my medicine. So it almost defeats the purpose of me losing weight since I can't function without it!

Back down at 152.8. Been doing The Biggest Loser wii game for the last couple days. Man, that game kicks my ass! But it feels good. I'm hoping that with me doing this game, that I'll gain a bit of muscle as I'm losing weight. Yay me.

I haven't been getting hungry until the end of the day. It's weird. I'm still eating, because I know I'll pass out if I don't, but it's still preeetty odd. Right now, its 5pm, and I'm almost starving. I have 700 calories left to eat to hit my 1200 calorie mark, and I'm happy to say, I'm going to eat Macaroni and Cheese. And I'm still going to lose weight from it.

Today I went to the doctor (I found a doctor who is open on Saturday, takes my insurance, and is a mental health doctor who specializes in bipolar disorder. I filled out some paperwork, and made an appointment for Tuesday morning before work.

I also went to the college to talk about going back. I talked to a counselor, and they got me set up with the tools to actually feel like I can go back and be successful. That's such a wonderful feeling. It makes me feel really good, like I can succeed at something. The only hard part now is that I need to convince my grandmother to pay for it. I know it sounds bad, but she promised me that she would pay for my college whenever I needed it. Sigh. Life.