blondbeaty's Journal

Alot has changed around here the past few weeks.  I haven't logged any of my food in like 4 weeks.  I'm still counting and watching what I eat, but just not logging.  I'm down 2 more pounds, that makes me 191.  My grandmother died last week, she was 90.  She died on Tuesday and we had the funeral services on Thursday and we buried her Friday morning.  I didn't go to school all last week and I was so far behind, but I'm all caught up now.  For how long, remains to be seen.  I got a new job, actually I got a promotion at my old job.  It's full time though and a little concerned that I may not be able to keep up with everything.  I have not worked full time and went to school full time at the same time.  I hope it goes well and I am pretty determined to make it work.  I just don't want to wear my self out trying to do too much.  I am having a hard time fitting in exercise these days, but still managing to get it in.  Last night I was exercising when I got home at 12 30.  I slept better.  but did not want to get up this morning.  I feel bad, because it seems like for the past few weeks, all I've been doing is complaining and I am really blessed, too blessed to be feeling like I have nothing better to do than complain.  Happy Thankgiving!!!  God Bless.