bree9643's Journal

Getting back on the horse
May 22 2009 11:59

Have basically stopped the diet for the past few weeks, and guilty about it. I didn't go crazy, but I still gained 2lbs back. But now that I have some time and some breathing room, I'm getting back with the program. Maybe my body needed a break, anyway.

Otherwise is my life things are kinda great. I was having trouble with the job search and I hate interviews with a passion, but I just landed a summer job with the government that pays well and is only one bus away. Apartment in London is found and paid for, and we are slowly getting ready for the move.  Spent a lot of time with my best girlfriend this week, which was something I needed. And just found out I won the university's Gold Medal in Rhetoric and Communications, which means I have the highest GPA of my graduating class. Convocation on June 5th and I feel both accomplished and nostalgic.

Boyfriend and I still struggle sometimes. I have less patience with him than everyone else in my life, and I feel guilty about that. And he's always anxious or sad around me. It really does feel like it should be easier to just relax and having some fun, especially since we're both about to graduate and have our Master's stuff all lined up, have the apartment sorted and now both have jobs. We're both stable elsewhere, maybe soon that will bleed over into our relationship?