burnyh's Journal

I'm in a rut.
Jul 16 2009 08:17

It may be because it's summer vacation and the kids are home, but I haven't been working out like I normally do. I wake up wanting to do it, but then seem to run out of time because of the activities of the day.  At least the kids aren't having a boring summer?  I've managed to maintain, but am starting to feel like these last 10 lbs will never come off.  And have started feeling, do I REALLY need them to come off?  I am in a the heathy BMI zone after all.  Then I try on my skinny jeans that I REALLY want to fit into.  Not quite there yet.  But do I REALLY need to be this size?  I've already reached my goal size from when I decided to start losing the weight. Why push for more?  UGH.  IS it all only for vanity that I'm losing these extra 10? Maybe.  At the very least I'm doing well with maintaining.  If I don't reach the 10, at least 5 would be great.  I'm a mess.