christy1967's Journal

Ok finally the holidays are over and i think that i did ok. but now i have an issue i received a call from an ex and since he's called i've been eating and i didn't go to the gym he's been saying the things i've wanted to hear but i confused and that makes me eat (emotinal eating). i know he dosn't care if i loose weight and i think that plays alot in my head but i need to stop that i'm doing this for myself not for any one else so why do i let him do this