coco_235813's Journal

Not So Great
Nov 06 2009 08:48

So, today, I got on the scale to see 187... my heighest, lately that's all the scale has shown is heighest after heighest.  I am truly upset by this and it's really getting me down.  How do I over come this battle, what do I need to change, and who will help support me when I feel this way... should I just battle this alone and be proud of myself for it.  It was easier to not gain weight in highschool... College.. not so easy.  I am truly sick of people close to me preaching telling me what I am doing wrong, but nothing to do to make it better.  I'm frustrated by all of this.