coolvending5's Journal

175 by Christmas. 184 today.
Nov 12 2009 03:49

175 by Christmas.

I put my goal as my cell phone memo/screen saver!

I have been so inactive lately.  I really really really want to re-join my gym but my budget's not looking so great now.  I could really use monthly gym fees for car payments, student loans, gas, car insurance, etc.-- but I really do work out better/more frequently when I have a gym!  Home fitness is nice but it's so much easier to just watch regular tv or eat or surf the internet.  Ah.

My fiance lost ten pounds since the end of October.  He's earned it too!  He's been walking to his gym, working out, then walking home. 

FOCUS, Cindy, FOCUS!  I need to get back to daily exercise.  Snap out of this lazy zone.  I want to join the 10 pound club.  I need to start scheduling my home workout DVD collection.

I just started seasonal retail work this week, which honestly I don't mind but I'm ready for a FULL TIME job already.  The pay is better than nothing though.

It's 4 a.m. and I have a bad case of insomnia.  My eyes won't stay closed.  Too many thoughts on my brain.  How am I going to pay my credit card bills down?  When will I get a full-time job?  Will I be tired at work all day?  Will I ever lose all these extra pounds?  When will I be able to move out of my parents' house?  Did I pass my bar exam?  Results in ONE WEEK.  Yikes.  Don't want to think about it.

  I have to get ready for half-day at the law firm in 5 hours.  I'm thinking of pulling an all-nighter.  Watching Roseanne on Nick at Night.  Still not tired!

Congrats to everyone on their awesome weight loss/maintanence!  I've been reading some awesome journal entries about ladies completing daily workouts and calorie counts. 

I'm watching that weight loss wagon parading on by and I'm looking for the courage to jump back on.