last night/background info
May 12 2008 12:23

i had went to a expensive steakhouse for mothers day, and i FEASTED, which is fine because i am supposed to be gaining buuttt

 i had

-black bean soup

-filet minon

-gourmet onion rings

-sauteed asparagus

and

-browinies with ice cream  and whipped cream!!

annd

i did not even feel guilty later ;)

but omg i seriously LOST 2 pounds today

back down to 92.5??! from 96

how does that even happen.

btw- backgroundinfo

i am 15 not at all active 5'4 around 95 lbs and recovering from anorexia.

*the big thing for me is just going back to eating normally, even if that means not healthy. i mean i just wanna eat chips and fast food again without thinking it is unhealthy. even if it is ahah