cruebug2002's Journal

Forgot
Nov 25 2009 13:37

What it was like to feel this good. i am feeling better about how I am breathing and the flue is all gone... add to that ... I applied for my first job in 5 years. I know that looks funny BUT... I have been busy with hubbies care and kiddoes and such. so we are just now getting to were I can go back to work. and I have detured from what I used to do. : )

I am lifegaurding instead of PCA work. I guess in a way it keeps you int he same field. but it is also so different. normaly I am the one that takes care of them AFTEr they go to the hospital... not before. : ) It is working out great so far. I am a happy woman.

I am not sure how far this wonderful new line of work will take me. but for now it is doing exactly what it needs to for my family... so now I am off to make cupcakes for one of the boys on the team. hopefully I will get them done in enough time. : )

Jenn

what a weekend
Nov 24 2009 08:44

I did pass my test... WHAOO!!! was sketchy in a few places but that is realy becase I was confused.... the teacher confused alot of us. two of the book ?'s that we took.....ont he writen test... were on terms and she told us the wrong term. so all good ... she let me do a retake and I did fine. than on the other tests... save 'em ones.. I did fine. and was sucesful. :)  YEAH!

On Sudnay I did 9 spinal cord backboard saves... simulated of course. and I am sore. my hips are screaming from all the egg beater treading. SHESH... that was a good 2 hours solid of treading water. I think I got it now coach. Hee hee...

anyway. on to the next chapter of this thing. I need to go fill out some paper work and I will be on my way. : )

Jenn

lifeguarding
Nov 16 2009 10:56

class... has been fun so far. I am happy as this is the first step in working towards being a coach.... I never thought I would want it this bad. But I find myself FIGHTING for it. you know?

anyway. tied up in this right now. but still working hard at trying to get on track. I will do it. I know I will.... keep me in your prayers.

Jenn

the nightmare
Nov 07 2009 08:47

is gone. thank the heavens. and than my kids went with Uncle G. to the party I made it all for ... and brought some home. they won it in the cake walk. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! so I am feeding it to them and making them play outside while they are on the high. LOL...

I am happy to say I was on my  bike this morning got a nice ride in and now I am resting with one of the kids. : ) talk to you latter

Jenn

Diabetic nightmare!
Nov 06 2009 14:55

That is what it is in my house right now..... why do I do this again.. and I caved. I was being soooooo good... and I caved. just now. only one cookie though. give me props for that...

off to box the rest of this up and than it will be gone. : ) thank heavens. : )

Jenn

weigh in
Nov 06 2009 09:47

today.... weigh in was today... I know that I should. and I want to. But I cant bring myself to do it. so I will wait another week.and we will see how much is gone after 2 weeks... how's that for being in control of this whole thing. LOL.

eating went great last night. and today I will have to stay strong. I am on my way to the kitchen. to cook... rather bake. ALOT... and it is the bad for you stuff. oh well. pray for my strength. : )

happy that
Nov 05 2009 18:29

things are going so well. I am keeping on track. I am still giving into little things but I am keeping my head on about it all. that is what I needed more than anything. just to get my will power back again. and I would be lost without doing a little something on this every day. : )

so I was here. other than that not alot going on. : ) so for now I will leave you with a smile. : )

Jenn

stay strong all.

wowsa
Nov 04 2009 13:45

today is going great. I am really proud of myself I am getting things together like int he begining. I am feeling better about myself and about my eating being under control. I know part of that is because I am back in the pool again...

I am working on getting my life gaurding certification. with that I will be able to start helping coach. and will be slowly getting everything else in the works to get my red cross cert... for doing lessons. and than I will move onto a few other things... and I will be in line to coach my kids swim team. I am excited about that. But I might have to lean and vent on here a bit. I know that Coach Kay will know what I am feeling with it. and I might be able to get some information from her that will help me with the steps that I am taking.

anyway. I am off for a while I am thinking about biking (inside this time) for a while. : )

Jenn

Best costume?
Nov 03 2009 17:40

Yes Kinz got 4th in her age group in the contest we were in. IT WAS GREAT! she was so happy she was skipping. the others did not win anything... but that is just fine. dissapointed a little, BUT they were Elated for thier sister.

I am so happy that I am working hard at staying on track. and it is working. : ) that makes me all the happier. I am seeing that I went as high as 194... and I am working my way right back down. that makes me happy too... I am not sure how I am going to keep track. not sure if it will be daily or not. : ) I stay on track more if I watch it every morning. but if I dont... that will be okay too.  I will have to see what moves me at the moment. : )

talk to you all latter.

Jenn

so much fun!
Nov 02 2009 09:50

over the weekend we did so much. the kdis got to have a blast trick or treating and having a sugar coma. : )

as for me I am back to doing what I am supposed to be. this morning while it was a cold 6 degrees out. I got on my bike and headed over to the pool for a nice work out. I am going to be getting my life gaurding cert here this month... and it is time to get myself back int he water... cold or not.... car or not. so my bike is working well into December this year. if not even all winter. we shall see. : )

I am off to eat my oatmeal and watch a movie with hubby. till latter.

Jenn