cruebug2002's Journal

the nightmare

Nov 07 2009 08:47

is gone. thank the heavens. and than my kids went with Uncle G. to the party I made it all for ... and brought some home. they won it in the cake walk. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! so I am feeding it to them and making them play outside while they are on the high. LOL...

I am happy to say I was on my bike this morning got a nice ride in and now I am resting with one of the kids. : ) talk to you latter

Jenn

Diabetic nightmare!

Nov 06 2009 14:55

That is what it is in my house right now..... why do I do this again.. and I caved. I was being soooooo good... and I caved. just now. only one cookie though. give me props for that...

off to box the rest of this up and than it will be gone. : ) thank heavens. : )

Jenn

weigh in

Nov 06 2009 09:47

today.... weigh in was today... I know that I should. and I want to. But I cant bring myself to do it. so I will wait another week.and we will see how much is gone after 2 weeks... how's that for being in control of this whole thing. LOL.

eating went great last night. and today I will have to stay strong. I am on my way to the kitchen. to cook... rather bake. ALOT... and it is the bad for you stuff. oh well. pray for my strength. : )

happy that

Nov 05 2009 18:29

things are going so well. I am keeping on track. I am still giving into little things but I am keeping my head on about it all. that is what I needed more than anything. just to get my will power back again. and I would be lost without doing a little something on this every day. : )

so I was here. other than that not alot going on. : ) so for now I will leave you with a smile. : )

Jenn

stay strong all.

wowsa

Nov 04 2009 13:45

today is going great. I am really proud of myself I am getting things together like int he begining. I am feeling better about myself and about my eating being under control. I know part of that is because I am back in the pool again...

I am working on getting my life gaurding certification. with that I will be able to start helping coach. and will be slowly getting everything else in the works to get my red cross cert... for doing lessons. and than I will move onto a few other things... and I will be in line to coach my kids swim team. I am excited about that. But I might have to lean and vent on here a bit. I know that Coach Kay will know what I am feeling with it. and I might be able to get some information from her that will help me with the steps that I am taking.

anyway. I am off for a while I am thinking about biking (inside this time) for a while. : )

Jenn

Best costume?

Nov 03 2009 17:40

Yes Kinz got 4th in her age group in the contest we were in. IT WAS GREAT! she was so happy she was skipping. the others did not win anything... but that is just fine. dissapointed a little, BUT they were Elated for thier sister.

I am so happy that I am working hard at staying on track. and it is working. : ) that makes me all the happier. I am seeing that I went as high as 194... and I am working my way right back down. that makes me happy too... I am not sure how I am going to keep track. not sure if it will be daily or not. : ) I stay on track more if I watch it every morning. but if I dont... that will be okay too. I will have to see what moves me at the moment. : )

talk to you all latter.

Jenn

so much fun!

Nov 02 2009 09:50

over the weekend we did so much. the kdis got to have a blast trick or treating and having a sugar coma. : )

as for me I am back to doing what I am supposed to be. this morning while it was a cold 6 degrees out. I got on my bike and headed over to the pool for a nice work out. I am going to be getting my life gaurding cert here this month... and it is time to get myself back int he water... cold or not.... car or not. so my bike is working well into December this year. if not even all winter. we shall see. : )

I am off to eat my oatmeal and watch a movie with hubby. till latter.

Jenn

Finnished Zebra

Oct 31 2009 08:52

The finnished Zebra. so last night we walked to the church and we had a harvest party. I should have made an ARCH sot hat all the kids could sit in it. LOL.... it was so much fun. and the kids were told thier costumes were AWSOME.

I think they liked the fact that they were Unique. there was no one else like them there. so we are already thinking about next year and what we will do with the kids. I think that we may even start on them sooner rather than latter. LOL... I fugure July August and sept.... we will be making everything for them. it will give me more time to get it all pulled together. I need to find some plaster of parise. that will be easier than forming things with paper plates. LOL...

I have a few more pictures to share with you.... But they are on my computer and I am sitting at hubbies. I will be more than happy to get over there here in a few and share them with you. just a few from the night of fun last night. : )

any way. I am off to work.... for a friend... and than off to work for grandma ... than I will be home to get the kids lunch and off for fun that starts at 1400.

Jenn

Donkey and Zebra

Oct 29 2009 21:10

Here is the Donkey, my oldest son.

Front and the back view. it turned out nice. and he will have a tail in the end too. : )

than from 1300 ~ 1800 I was working on the form for the zebra. I got up a few times and we figure total it was about 3 hours worth of hard work to get the form finnished. Here is that ...

It is now being Mache'ed... I will be getting up early to start the painting on it. and to get a few other things done. than the Parent teacher conferences start. those will be great. I know this for sure. I am always talking to the teachers while I am there. and if there is a problem I am on site to help with it. so there will be no surprises in the talks. I think I like that better than anything. it will be more about talking with friends (teachers) about what we will be doing over the next few weeks I am sure. : )

so Off to help witht he Meche..... I will get you more pictures soon. : )

Jenn

what a week

Oct 29 2009 08:50

we have had so much fun.... we are finnishing up costumes today and tomorrow. the kids are ever so happy... Here is the Flamingo

Her smile is huge here!

Here is a close up of the eyes!

My youngest is a frog!

I tell you this Paper mache is a hit with the kids. they can be ANYTHING they want to be. : )

Never fear SUPER FROG is here....

under the frogs it sais.. "Leap into learning." and "Reading is Toad'ally fun!"

This is my neice Girlorama... without her there is no way that I would have been able to get all this done.... she did the form for the Donkey all by herself. I failed at it. : ( But she did AMAZING! here she is Mache'ing it.

She is good at this Girly stuff. the frog I framed and she helped me with the Mache... I have never done it before. so that was hard for me. than the Flamingo I formed while she was at school and I was also painting the frog... when she got here she helped me finnish all the baked goods I was doing so that I could move on to mache'ing the flamingo. we finnished the 150 majic wands and the 100 cupcakes. : ) dilivered and got started on the paper for the Flamingo.... I painted the flamingo and got all the jewels and such done yesterday and she got started ont he frame for the donkey.

than While I was making 200 cookies and 75 brownies for the bake sale today at the school... she mache'ed it. she is AMAZING.t he extra set of hands that I needed so that I could be super mom. without her...... where would I be? I know... still trying to figure it all out. But with her ...we have gotten it all done and I got to take pictures even. ; ) for you of course.

I am working ont he painting of the Donkey. had to get the donkey to school. LOL. okayt he oldest son.. He has Saturday school and they are doing it right now while we are inserviced for two days. YEAH! that means he wont have to give up his whole saturday.... : ) that is a good thing. means we get to enjoy him all day that day. I allready delivered all of the baked goods for the bake sale. : ) and My kids even bought a few of them so they could enjoy all the yummy goodness~! I am mean aren't I. LOL....

anyway. weight front. I have continued to gain. I know this is bad. I have been eating some of everything that I have made. which is really bad for my Diabetes.

I know I have to get it under control and today is the day. no day like the present. I am going to try and get to journaling again. I have been horrable about that as well. and these are all things that must be done so that I can stay on track. so be looking for more. : )

I am off for now..... But I will get a few more pictures up here soon. of the Donkey and of the Zebra that we are going to make for the girloroma! and than.... than I will get them while we are out having fun.....

I am sad though. there is still NO SNOW!!!!!!!!! dog gone it anyway. I want some NOW~! so I am putting in the order Lord. Bring on the snow. : )