deliciouss's Journal

Birthdays and Belly Flab
Nov 08 2009 15:43

I've been paying attention to not just 'thin' people, but fit people lately. I like fit. I think it's hot. Not muscle crazed lunatics, but athletic bodies in general. I think its hotter than just being thin. It's cool, this shift in perception. Before my goal was just to get the weight off. It was like that for years. And it still is. But now I think theres more of a purpose to this whole desire of bodily changes. I would like to get rid of this...wobbly tummy and wobbly everything else. Thin does not equal not wobbly hahaha. It just equals thin. Definately going to be doing a variety of lower abdomen exercises. Already started actually...

Yesterday was ridic. It was the boys birthday. We were going to go to some typical local Irish pub. But hes a little bit of a procrastinator, in that, he lost his wallet months ago and his ID along with it. So instead of getting his own back from the government, he was borrowing his cousins. Which worked- until last night. He didn't get in, and they are mailing that ID back to his cousin in the near future. We had to go to a restaurant/bar around the corner instead. I promised him I'd get on his ass about getting the new IDs, and we would do a redo for his bithday.

I guess the cat is out of the bag now though, for him and I anyways. Nobody really knew up until yesterday, I guess. Can't exactly hide the fact that I am at his birthday because we are sort of..dating? lol Initially it was awkward- some girls were jealous. But whatever. Everyone knows now. They all saw us together. And if they don't KNOW know, they sure as hell highly suspect something is up. He's probably the first guy I've ever dated that is normal. As bad as that sounds haha. I don't try to date weird guys they just like me for some reason. But this one is sweet, thoughtful, patient, understanding, aware.. Yeah, aware. Not something you'd think would be hard to come by but it is. Haha..I'm not putting my heart and soul into this like I am sometimes tempted to do. Definately have to chill and take things as they come with this one. Because as good as he seems, one just never knows how the future will turn out.