determined-to-do-it's Journal

day 2 (hunger pain)
Jul 08 2008 19:35

had to go to work as one of my nurses called in...up at 430am and starving by 1000.....still stayed pretty good.  will add my calories up after this entry and see how bad it was (or how good)...couldn't get up the energy to excersise tonight after 12 hour shift....walked alot at work though so that was good...  hubby and I still at odds about our life together and that adds lots of stress, I wish it was like it used to be whe I couldn't eat if I was stressed and upset....instead of gravitating to chocolate.....oh well I have to learn to cope with whatever God send my way.  I just don't want the kids to suffer any more than they have.