dindarela's Journal

OMG!!!!!

Jul 17 2009 20:49

I have been feeling like I have been in a slub last couple of weeks. Been eating whatever comes into my hands and whatever crosses my eyes. It has been 2 weeks since I have bothered to take my weight. Kinda scared to go up that scale just in case I started to gain all my weight back... My original weight was that of 181.1pounds, in 2 months I managed to go down 25lb and was 154.

So today I bulked up and got on the scale was so scared that it would mark over the 160 mark... however to my very big surprise I am down a couple more. I am now at 148.9 pounds that is another 5 pounds down in 2 weeks but I can't understand this! I have pigged out so much last 2 weeks! Can some 1 explain this to me please? Is it just a fluke?

Motivation ... 0

Jul 17 2009 01:22

I am realy stuck at this point... motivation below 0.

I am eating like a pig again, afraid to go back on that scale... too scared of what numbers it will mark!

Has this ever happened to anyone? How do you get out of it?

Really need some help over here please... anyone???

My 1st ever post : I know I should be proud BUT...

Jul 05 2009 02:05

Well I feel kind of patetic writing all this here, but I felt I needed some help and motivation.

I am 24 years old, I cook for 3 people in the house except for myself.

My son who is almost 4 now, my gran and my aunt!

Lately I am finding it very very hard to cook for every 1 and I have to have something else!

Started the diet at May this year at 181lbs. Today I weigh 154lbs that is 25lbs gone in 2 months! But the motivation now is low and I am sooooo scared I will go back from the diet... help any 1 pleaseeeeeeeeee