ememzahn's Journal

very dissapointed in myself
Sep 23 2009 16:37

so.. tell me how this would make you feel... for starters my boyfriend tells me that he thinks i need to loose weight.. i kno its true but its just hard to hear that from him.. and then he kinda beats around the bush but pretty much says thats why we don't sleep together much anymore... then i have a doc apt two days ago and she tells me that i gained 13 pounds since last year :( i went healthy shopping and bought a ton of vegetables and fruits and things like that but i still feel really down on myself and just don't have the motivation but i kno i need to do something!! any suggestions/advice/comfort??

feel like a failure.
Jul 04 2009 19:16

when it comes to this diet thing. i just can't keep going with it! i do so well for the first couple weeks watching a couple pounds shed off... then i just sort of drift away from being so strict on my eating habits and let little fatting foods slip by every once in awhile then more and more slip by and im back to the weight i started at! ugh. sicking. im trying to stay on a 1200 calorie diet and working out when i can get the chance... but again, like my eating habits slip, so does working out.... not sure if i just need a motivation buddy or what. someone help!

just can't keep the pounds off :(
Jun 30 2009 16:47

so i am having this issue.. i think its just the motivation part that i am lacking in. ill start from the beginning. i am 5'3" and weigh 150 pounds. i would like to get down to 124 for a healthy weight. i can keep up with working out and eating healthy for a couple weeks and then it seems like i just stop and gain the couple pounds i just lost, back. i am down to 147 but i just jump back and forth from 147 to 150 and never get less. can someone help me??