faln_ngel's Journal

where do i start?! i wish i could scream! i am feeling so down..i was soooo clooooseee... i was 138 lb, and my goal was 135!!! just 3 pounds away.. and now i am 144! i know i am not as huge as before ( i used to be 156 almost a year ago) .. ok ok.. let me tell u what happened after i got 138 lb.. me and my dearest hubby, went on a sking trip.. just 3 days before chrismas, and we were having so much fun, and i dont have to say how different our relation changed after losing 17 lb.. ola la! hehe

so we are skiing.. and then i fell, no i didnt fell! somebody hit me soo bad, that i fell.. and now i have a broken shoulder.. :( :( :( after almost 2 month.. it still havnt hilled completely and doctor told me it is gonna stay this way for another 3 month. i mean can you believe it? that is sooo not fair..

anywho, after the accident i am on my butt 24/7! i cant even do sit ups! so in 2 month i gained 7 lbs! and no need to say that my appetite has riseeed like 100 times! i want to eat all the time, i guess its because i dont have anything else to do..

guys i have updated my profile, and now my starting weight is 144.. and i want to start fresh.. need your help, like the last time....but this time i dont have much time, i have to be set before march 21st, which is Iranian new year.. so lets count some calories!


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my hubby is gone to a business trip.. i miss him soooo much :(((( i couldnt go with him becasue of stupid school.. the count down is started.. 9 more days and he will be here.

well well well, i am doing greaat guys, i am 140 pounds! who could believe that? i certainly didn! i am so much activer than when i was 156..i can breathe normally and i can go up and down of stairs faster!

it feeeeeeeeels awsomeeee



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we went to montebelo near to montreal this week, oh my God, what a beautiful place, i couldnt get enough of it.. it was my 3 free days of diet! i didnt over eat, but i ate pizza and pasta! and we worked out pretty good, we did biking and we did hiking allll day!amaziiiing view. is mini golf workout?! hehe.. i had the best 3 days since 3 years ago!!!!

GOOD NEWS: my damn ab is going in! i can totally wear jeans now with short top without worring that my abs are too ugly!
yes brandy now i am starting to like my body. and salome thanks for being there when i need to talk, i am sure soon i will neeeed an ear!

now that we are back, i am really afraid of going on the scale, thats why im not gonna weight myself till next friday, i can feel the extra weight for these 3 days, hehe...
i havnt add anything to my foodlog in past week, its funny why, because of WORLD CUP! i wish i was in germany right now.

i love knowing this siteee.. here is my corner! i can have anything and everything in my corner, and guess what?! i have great friedns too!



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i just cant! i cant eat 1500 cal per day!! im afraid of gaining and simply im not hungry!!!!!
based on what coachdee says, i think what ever im losing is just muscle or body water! i havnt changed anything on my measurments..

the most i ate this week was 1200!

today is one of those days that i hate it! and i hate my body more!

vegetables and fruits! eat u damn it, eat!

i wanna put my measurments here, i've never done it before because im embaresed of my body and kinda never wanted anybody to know my measurments and i never wanted to remind myself of it! but here we go, lets be brave!

weist: 95.5 cm
hips: 102.5 cm

--edited-- i just realized i was measuring wrong! my weist is 72 cm! and my hips: 95 cm...


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i came to canada 4 years ago, since i came here i gained 20 pounds.. i am a muslim girl, i have limits, i never go to a swimming pool that men and women swim together, i never go to a gym that is mix! so back to my country we have allllllllllll facilities that u may think of for ladies only! like swimming pools, gyms and karate classes.. horse back riding classes, soccer for ladies only! ( no men are allowed to go to the indoor classes) tennis classes.. and we have tournaments for all these sports. i have won 2 gold medals for swimming, and 1 bronze for gymnastics! and when i came here all of a sudden i had to stop doing sport! well, i didnt have to! i just did! now i am regreting.. because its so hard to lose all these weight! i were my scarf, but i go biking, i can go walking and runnig, recently i found a gym that is for ladies only.. and i found a swimming pool for ladies only ( ufortunatly it is once a week only)

so its all good now.. i am going to get rid of my extra weight till november.. u'll see! i want to look amazing in my wedding anniversary photos..

wish ME luck


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such a good work out it was today, one hour aerobics, with balls and bars! it was all about abs and thighs and bellys! well i am exhusted! when i got home i was shaking!

i have a question.. one thing that bothers me the moooost! why am i the fattest one in gym? shouldnt gym be for fat ones ! why everyone is in great shape?!!! i am so jelous right now! hehe..

I CROSS MY HEART I WILL LOOOOOK AS GOOD AS THEM TILL NOVEMBE.. U LL SEEEEEEEE

i saw this girl she was 5'3" and she was 125 and she was like i have to lose 10 pounds!!! and she considered herself to be fat! can i kill my self right now?!

wish Me luck!!

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oh my God, i lov this site. this is it! i am going to loseee it all with help of the tools in this site and help of the ppl who are writing in the forums. have u seen the forum? you should! amazing ppl with amazing knowledge and stories!

i have to go to gym today, also i have to do my school assignment. i left it for last day. its not gonna be hard. good luck ME!

.. 6 hours later

yes i did my assignment, some ppl are so rude.. i went into store and asked the lady if i can ask her some questions, and she was like uuh im so tired today, can you come back some other time? what does that suppose to mean? just because i am muslim doesnt allow anyone to disrespect me!

i cant beilive i said oh sure! see u later!!!!!! sometimes i am so stupid, i had to tell her, who the hell u are to talk to me like that? i am a customer and u should spend time for me! goooosh

i didnt go to gym yet! i am too tired now.. i baked some salmon fish for tonite. it tastes so good.
well.. till tomorow...

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