fcs624's Journal
My Life and random thoughtsNov 06 2009 21:29
Well I didn't eat so great today had a double cheeseburger actually really had no choice because everybody wanted Burger King and the most unhealthy things but I guess it's ok because don't need to have it again though wish fiance would stop saying that I'm on a diet to everyone why is it that I'm not allowed to be happy I know because when miserable people see happy people they hate it because they want you to be at their level well think again I will not be at their level ever again I will not put up with bullying ever again I can do this and I feel so liberated on that fact. Though for dinner I ate one serving of chili and I'm proud of that fact. I now only wish there was some way to help my dad lose the weight I get so tired of hearing his excuse I'm tired I have sleep apena or my grandma's well your dad's diabetes is acting up he has type 2 diabetes sometimes I just want to kick my dad in the butt and say get up and walk the dog I now feel like the parent and him the child. Well thank you all for listening to me rant. And I appreciate the support well on a different note I've discovered I've been measuring myself wrong tried on a pair of corduory's and guess what they don't fit me my waist is a 32 so I've only dropped about 4 inches oh well I have dropped weight so that's good even though my boobs got smaller in the process such is life
I think you are doing GREAT!...and it's none of my business...but... I think it would be wise, to gently tell your Fiance' ...not to talk about your diet, or weight issue anymore...Not to your friends, and not "remind " you every time you want to have a piece of candy. I am going to visit my Fiance' on Tuesday....and I am much thinner than the last time we saw each other...He instinctively KNOWS...I am now AWARE of my problem...it might have taken me 2 years to admit it..but OK...I am admitting it now...I know, if he says ANYTHING about my eating.....in a way that might hurt me in the slightest bit...I will tell him to back off...I'm putting that in nice terms... It is My Body and I am in control of what goes in it..I don't want from Him, reminders...that will deffintiely ruin the "romantic" part of the trip for me....and He is smart enough to know...I am in a very vulnerable place..and sensitive to his words... It is Your Body...Your Business..and it is, in my very respectful opinion, just wrong for Him to bring it up...to your friends...to You all the time...just my opinion..feeling a bit protective of You... It's your life..and I just want to see you happy and have your self esteem at it's highest....if you don't agree...throw what i said in the garbage....it just hit me a few posts back, when He was asking you about the candy and ice cream...I find that disrespectful and not nice...but that is me...It may be just fine for you... And as you must know...You can't get anyone to change...the only one you have control over is you...so I understand your sadness with your Dad..My deceased Husband couldn't tie his shoes...yet He just wouldn't get his weight at a healthy level because his BP was good...I loved him anyway...but I knew, i could not change him...People change..when and if they are ready and want to...Bottom Line.. Have a WONDERFUL DAY.....and I hope I wasn't out of line..it just truly came from my heart...((((hugs))))) |
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