flipygirl's Journal

Today's Feelings
Nov 09 2009 12:28

Im nervous about calling Her.  She can be so selfish and domineering and im just not.  I've faced rejection from her before and its really hard for me to talk to her.  I've asked if she would arrange for babysitting  at the church for young adult events but so far nothing.  I dont think she cares that she and her best friend have family to watch her kids but we don't have family in this small town.  She has excluded me before, and i just feel rejected.  I'm calling her today.