freakyblonde88's Journal

And right back down...
Jul 19 2009 17:46

So I was hoping desperately to make it for a whole week without bingeing or purging. I made it four days and I was sooo happy and I felt so good, with a lot more energy so I was also able to exersize more then before, it was great.. And then BAM!!! One day I just collasped, and the last three days have been one huge BINGE/PURGE. So much for making it a week, I only made it 4 outta 7, which is only a bit better then half, and I'm so depressed about it. I'm turning 21 next Thursday, and I want my 21st year to be B/P free! There's nothing I want more! I just wish I knew how to make that a reality...