freakyblonde88's Journal

So Happy!
Aug 01 2009 12:33

Tomorrow will be one week since my last binge/purge.. And this whole week I've managed to stay within/below my calorie intake expect one day, but it was only like 300kcals over, which compared to previous binges is nothing..!

My boyfriend and I went for a week's vacation and I decided no more purging once we get back, and I've managed to keep it! The thought of purging really grosses me out, after only a week and I really don't want to, and somehow I feel confident now that I can make it. On our vacation I gained 6lbs, and I freaked and felt so self-concious. I told my bf, and he said he hadn't even noticed, that I was being silly.. So yeah I'll always be concious about my weight, but why freak out over 100 extra calories or 1-2pounds gained...