gbsfan's Journal

Holy dropping the ball Batman!!
Jan 06 2009 10:28

Alright. So I haven’t updated since September. I’m a very very bad girl. Truth is, I was still watching myself carefully for awhile, while not logging in to CC. I figured that the tools here were great, and I could still refer to them when needed, but I was alright to do this on my own. Boy was I wrong! My weight loss has stalled completely!

Since my last log-in, I’ve lost 2 lbs… that’s it, that’s all. 2 lbs in 4 months!! How horrific is that?!? I guess I should be happy- at least I didn’t GAIN weight. And my weight has stayed exactly the same from the end of November to now, so I haven’t gained any holiday weight, which is a huge relief. But my initial goal was to be approx 190 right now. Instead, I’m still stuck at 212!!

Rather than wasting too much time being mad at myself, I’ve (again) renewed my resolve to lose this weight. My first big goal of the year is to get under 200lbs, which I’d really like to be by mid-March. My next big goal is to get myself down to 150, which is a number I haven’t seen on the scale since high school. CC’s tools say that my goal weight should be 128lbs, but I think once I get to 150 I’ll have to re-evaluate the situation because I honestly don’t even remember ever being that weight.

I’m still juggling school and work (who isn’t?) and the pressure is on more than usual because this is my last semester of University, so I’ll be studying hard to get my GPA back up and I’ll have to look for full-time work for once I graduate. But I’m more determined than ever to get the year rolling in the right direction.