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Aug 24 2006 18:16

STOP FUCKING COMMENTING ON MY JOURNAL SAYING THAT THEY ARENT GOING TO LET ME LOSE WEIGHT AT THE HOSPITAL AND THEY WILL TUBE FEED ME. like stop fucking readin my journal if your not going to be supportive. christ. IM NOT UNDERWEIGHT. im a HEALTHY weight for my height and the hospital wont make me eat 2000 calories a day if im there for DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY. of course im going to eat something, but its not the type of hospital that focuses on food and weight. they will ask me what i want and thye will bring it to the room

leave me the fuck alone

THANKS!!yayyy!!!

intake for today
no exercise
jello-20 cals

Replies

1. stainofmind
Aug 25 2006 01:20

Dude, I totally agree. I saw your warning in the initial entry when you warned that you would have ED related entries. I agree with you too, they arnt gonna tube feed you just yet. In fact, they wont do that unless your life is threatened. And ESPECIALY if youre going to be treated for depression. They arnet going to worsen things for you like that. I understand depression, youre gonna get the help you need to handel depression. Im rootin for you!

2. gettingmylifeback
Aug 25 2006 01:24

thanks!!! its crazy what that chick was saying. "theyll tube feed you if you dont eat". im more than a healthy weight, they do not have to tube feed until im like 70 lbs, and ive been tehre. and belive me, im healthy right now. i know they are going to want me to eat, but tahts not what they are focusing on.

thanks hun

<33gab

3. stainofmind
Aug 25 2006 01:28

OMG! Fucking restrained to the bed??? You dont need to hear that shit!! That scared the hell out of me, and Im not even in your shoes!!

4. aureusvita
Aug 25 2006 08:08

I'm sorry people were invading your personal entries. Stainofmind is right, you don't need to hear that. It doesn't make things better. I hope you get into that hospital, and I hope you get better soon.

5. m3lody
Aug 25 2006 13:47

Hun if the person upsetting you isnt a friend, then just make your enteries friends only. You dont need any added aggrivation right now, so just shut them out. Your on the right path. {{hugs}}

6. jennelaw
Aug 25 2006 16:12

Unless someone has actually been there, they don't know what the hospital staff will do. Trust me, they will be much more focused on dealing with the reasons you are there than on trying to make you more anxious and stressed out and making you feel worse.

If you feel comfortable with where you're going, then that's all that's important. You are really strong to go through everything you're going through. Keep your chin up. We're here for you!

{{{{Hugs}}}}

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