gypy04's Journal

well... I am sick now.  I hate getting sick because I have asthma, and whenever I get sick my asthma kicks in.  So, I can't breathe, and I'm all hopped up on cough medicine... Thank god I'm off for two days.  But sunday night at work totally killed me. That was torture!  Everytime I move, I have to stop and try to breathe.  Move my arm... stop and breathe... stand up...try to breathe.... it's ridiculous.    The whole cold part doesn't even bother me cause I don't even really realize it... Except that my nose is sore cause it keeps running and I have to blow it... It's the trying to breathe part.  ahhh oh well... My boyfriend is annoying me... He's just been yelling at me for sleeping on the couch.... yelling that the house is a mess.  Yes, please let me try to clean the house for you whilest I can't breathe.  Maybe we'll be lucky and an attack will make me go to the hospital...   he should be the one to clean the house anyway.  I take care of our daughter all day, go to college, work full time at night, and I'm sick.  All he does is work come home put the baby to bed, and go to sleep.  I work at 10 pm to 6am. Come home, don't go to sleep... cause she wakes up when i get home, do my schoolwork and homework... take care of the baby... then  he gets home at 7 now for the holidays, and I go to sleep at 7pm then wake up at 9:30 pm to go to work at 10pm... Then he yells at me for getting up at 9:30... I've been getting to work later and later... but it's on time.  I used to go in early like 15 mins... now I get there like 5 mins early or exactly at 10.  I'm never late... He yells at me for getting up at 9:30!!!!  Excuse me!! But thats all I ever get to sleep!!!! Monday and tuesday are my days to relax... even though i'm still taking care of the baby, doing my homework...etc...i'm just not going to work that night.... Well I've taken so much cough medicine right now, I don't really remember what I have been writing about... lol so i'll stop for now... till next time..