tired...sickNov 08 2009 05:05
Heyy....Names Jessica but Jess Is Better:) am 14 and yeaa ive been having body issues (eating disorders) now:Anorexia-Nervosa, since i was 12 or so around this age....am sick and tired of it....am finally at a weight (103-104) that I always had wanted 2 be since I was 12...Now that am older and have achived my weight goal from then...it has changed massively now...I would love to be 90-92 at thee lowest...no am not crazyy but yesss I have problems with my body and my self...but no one is going to change that for me so please dont tell me other wise...I beileve it's healthy and i will want to maintan it if i ever achieve it.....its been difficult now...since other problems have seem to acure...I would like to lose this thee healthy way but nothing seems to work that way.....i would love to go to thee gym each and eevryday of my life and stick around for about 6hours or so just like school right? they keep or a$$'s down on chairs...what p.e? wow big whop! lol we run around for a little bit....lose some calories if they actually try...I just need help im going to give the HEALTHY way a shot only because the doc siad they will put me in the hospital if i lose it anyother wayy...so yea im here email meh: Jess_destruction@yahoo.com or myspace! lol umm well thats about it for now.....yea bye:) 
- Jess
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