jlstein23's Journal

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Okay, whatever. Yesterday was really a bad day. You know you step on the scale and see the weight going up, and you notice things fitting differently but you just don't grasp the full extend of your down fall until you pull out a different season's cloths. Yesterday I pulled out a pair of shorts. Shorts I had to buy last year because all my old stuff was too big. But by the end of summer even these shorts needed a belt. yesterday was a struggle to button them, and I guess breathing is optional these days! So ignoring my weight gain is no longer an option, buying bigger clothes isn't an option either so I guess today I find a wagon to jump on and start again. I've got a plan, been working on that for 2 weeks now. Now I just need to stick with it, should be easy enough. I mean how long do you plan before you enact. Surely I'm in the right frame of mind by now, ready, motivated, right??!!