just_bethy's Journal

I have blown my diet big time the last few days...I have been sick and ooohh soooo COLD...I thought I would get back to it today but I just want to eat and sleep..and I haven't been able to sleep..so guess what...DAMN after all my hard work..(I think what set it off was losing my chram bracelet...I had 4 charms on it and went to put my 5th on a couldn't find it..I had it that day and think I might have lost it when I was out...It represented SO much hard work...and I was/am so upset..Well heck I hope the weather gets better I need the boost.Maybe I can get back to it before I do any more amage..:(..(I think I am back at 159lbs....)