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The EVIL PINK CAKE FROM HELLApr 29 2009 13:10
So i have to do community service from like two years ago when i got caught stealing (totally stupid, yes i know) but its basically just tying up loose ends as i DONT ever steal anymore. Anyways im doing it at the salvation army (where they give out food) right? the thing is you can take some food home if you volenteer there, and all the ladies are sooooo super nice! but basically they always push food on me. mostly bread or some little sweets.. nothing TOO TERRIBLE. though sometimes hard to resist.. but thats only natural right?
Well today i end up coming home with this big BEAUTIFUL pink and white cake. Like its just soooo cute and looks amazing. When i was still there it didn't even look that appetizing. well i got home and showed it to everybody and just tried some of the cool looking i don't really know what, it looks like shaved chocolate only BRIGHT PINK. well basically it tastes like bomb white chocolate. guess what? LOL!! yepp i try it and instantly want to inhale the whole damn thing. Well me and my friend both take a slice.. pretty big slices since the cake is 20 feet tall lol. but my friends eating it and i start and my sister and her boyfriend dont even want any. And this cake is SOOO good right? well about three bites in i look around and realise that im WAY too excited about this damn cake. Like WAYYYYYY too excited. I mean im happy as hell eating this wonderful cake and look around to see two people who dont even want any and one whos eating it with about as much interest as you'd imagine someone eating dirt to have. needless to say i totally called myself on it. How could i possibly keep eating this evil thing with about a GUZILLION calories in every slice?!?!? Thank god i had the will power to stop, though i wish i'd had enough not to start in the first place. i know it doesn't seem like a big deal. but just picture me sitting there stuffing my face and smiling like an idiot over a PIECE OF CAKE. It was a low point i'll admit. Just that food made me that happy really depressed me. but i'm over it now. NO- MORE- EVIL- PINK- CAKE!! LOL
Oh and also one of the ladies at the salvation army asked me if i'd lost weight today! and told me i looked pretty! now the pretty thing they say all the time (most likely just out of kindness) but the losing weight thing.. now thats a first. I REALLY dont think i look or feel any skinnier.. but i'll take what i can get. I really hope that i am and that i do! but i'll be damned if i'm going to let that good feeling be taken away by an evil pink cake with a guzillion-trillion calories. hahaha. its so sad that i felt the need to write this isn't it?? but i just had to let you all know. i'm very proud of myself for stopping though... but soooo disappointed in myself for starting! I'm telling you though i'm gonna have to find a picture of this cake and put it on here somehow so you can all see what i'm talking about!!
hey, i joined ur group "Addicted to CC" (i don't know if i seriously am, but i go on a lot and really like it!) and just read these posts. Ur posts are really neat, thanks for sharing! it's encouraging to hear other people going through the same stuff as me. I was going to ask you how much you actually weigh right now, if u don't mind saying. I'm 5'4" and 140 now...i mean i know i'm at a good weight but i really really struggle with food and in the past was 125, then went up to 155, which is my highest. Anyway......i see how u are so frustrated! Shit, food makes life so complicated! or maybe just our society does. we have sooo many choices! like RPB cups, brownies, junk food, etc....everything is right there in front of you, and they expect us to stay thin to look like all the celebrities/ ? are u kidding me? so i totally get where ur coming from. i love ur posts because they're so honest :] hope to ttys!!! |
geez dont ever talk about anything that appitizing EVER again!! just kidding but really how can we be so fucking obese when ppl are starving elsewhere?! why cant we give all our crap to them!? rawr. i'm going to hit something |
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