kirstenlynn's Journal

yea!!!
Dec 16 2009 09:45

I know I'm not supposed to be weighing every day - but it seems to be keeping me on track this week.  This morning I was down a little more.  I've cut out eating between meals and I'm eating lightly at night.  Nothing in the mouth after 7:30pm - The weekends will be hard, but I've done it before, I can do it again.

I'll pat myself on the back now.  Just keep up the good work babe.

I'm trying!
Dec 14 2009 12:45

It was hard - I lost slightly  - Considering we were out of town all weekend and Saturday the hostess had what I call a grazing party - unbelievable!  I took very little portions and then she served this chocolately more than chocolate 3 layer cake with home made marshamallows on top.  Very thin slice which I didn't finish.  I was very proud of myself.  Wow!

So, hopefully, I'm back on track now - with two big weekends coming up - but I AM GOING TO BE GOOD!

Pity Party
Dec 08 2009 07:57

I've gained 4 lbs.  I feel so inadequate.  I'm so sick of my lack of will power.  It's Christmas - and I'm not going to bake any cookies - I'll just eat them.  My husband will eat them. He needs to lose weight too - we are both on a bad track healthwise if we don't lose this weight.  I'm almost frantic.

My good intentions seem to have gone out the window - I wanted to lose those 20 pounds by January 1 - and that's not going to happen.  I'm starting over today, but my heart is really not into it.  I feel lethargic and am in the middle of a pity party.

I'm getting so upset with myself.  What is wrong with me?

Okay, we are working out tonight right after work and then practicing guitar and not think about food tonight.  After all we are machines right.  We should only eat enough fuel to keep us going.   I wish when we ate too much our body would automatically reject what more we're trying to put in.  Like a car you know, you can't overfill it.

Oh well - tune in tomorroww.

Still hanging in there!
Nov 23 2009 09:37

I can't believe my husband!  1 gal of chocolate ice cream and 1 gal of butter pecan ice cream - shortbread cookies, fig newtons, and turtle brownies.  His dad is coming from Seattle this year.  He hasn't visited us in 8 years and so he wants to have anything this man might have a yearning for.  OMG.  While appreciating what he's trying to do - somebody help me! 

I've just got to stay busy and out of the kitchen. OMG!!!

New day
Nov 16 2009 08:58

Breakfast - oatmeal - hard boiled egg and a silk milk