kwimbea's Journal

Making headway...
Nov 11 2009 14:56

Okay, so good news :o)  I'm .2 lbs from what I was last FRIDAY, which is my light day... and it's Wednesday!  So I'm pretty happy.  Now, tonight is my problem night though.  Rach is with us and I have a HUGE tendency to overeat.  Maybe it's actually overdrink, but I've mostly solved that problem.  I make the crystal lights (cheaper than pop anyway) and premix my alcohol in there.  Which is almost none.  Then I'm done for the night.  I make the equivelent on one glass of wine last the night.  And that makes me happy :o))  And it helps with the weight too.  Man, Scott called again last night.  A week ago he came over.  And we saw the name on the caller ID and I was closest to the phone and I didn't know if it was him or not, but I didn't answer... sure enough, it was him.  He called again 10 mintes later.  And I closed the front blinds and we said we wouldn't answer the phone if he called back.  He had to have known we were home and avoiding his call.  I can't handle him being there anymore.  He's depressing.  Well, he just isn't jovial.  Isn't that stupid of me?  But I can't laugh with him.  he's so... down.  I know he's going thru a divorce, but he just sits there and only talks about it... when me and Rob would otherwise be enjoying ourselves.  I don't want to be sad.  I want to laugh and have a good time. 

Well, that's it for today.  Been playing on FV most of the day and now it's time to work.  God, I'm pathetic :oD  But there's not much to do here, and I'm just working on the last of it, so all's good.  Back to the grindstone.