lapslazuli's Journal

I have a treadmill.  I am supposed to walk on that evil demonic item, this is my new lifestyle.  I am tryingto get to a healthy weight and live a longer happier life.  Everyone who I've ever talked about exercise says they feel great after doing it, that it makes them feel good. I'm waiting for that feeling.  I can walk hours at a time at a brisk pace, but still feel like crap afterwards.  When does that good feeling come????? Evenas a kid I remember people telling me about that feeling, I've yet to ever meet this good feeling.  Some day I hope to get that I feel good feeling, after exercise. 

Time to go use the instrument of torture.