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Okay so i had a beer yesterday and i ate great all day as ususal and piged out on crap after the kids are in bed. o need  some other outlet at night time maybe i will go to the library and get a new book out although i owe money.

sighs i am 141.6 ibs this morning and i feel liek i have no friends, i haven't been on a playdate in a long time.. i mean my kids haven't been on one in a while. i am taking them to the park today no matter what.

It is worth the weight having two great kids

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i am pregnant and have lost 9 lbs already:) woohoo, i have trying for two years +

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Okay, i do so good during the day and than once again at night my myself ( b/c i am embarassed) i eat everything in site. i ate a lot of rice, and every other carb in the house.

So today is a new day, i have no wine, and will not buy any adn i am not going to have any caffinated tea tonight. i will eat breakfast and not eat over 1400-1500 cals.

last night my husband yelled and screamed at me and i left with our son and was really scared.

anyway, he apologized.

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So last night i did it, i ate dinner with my son and i stayed within my calories and than after my hubby came home i blew it.

i ate carbs and more carbs right before bed...:(

My weight is the highest it has ever been in my life.....140.5 is gross for a person 5,3. i feel very tight and wide and i don't feel very lady like.

Okay so here is the start of a new day yet again...sheesh.

Today is the IUI i hope that i get pregnant.

Hi, i did great not eating past 6:30 for three days and than blew it last night, drank c. tea and ate too mich too late....up 2 lbs. must be sodium. back on track today:)

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hi again, so i have been eating great all day long, even eating dinner with my son at 6pm, and not wanting to eat past 7pm. did pretty good but than i screwedup at like 10, i need to not drink and just go to bed at 9 or 10. weight is 135.5 i have never weighed in the 130's before. i imagine that some of the weight is water as i was using lax before so starving myself and now i am eating normally and not dieting at all. i hate weighing this much and i am trying to lose 10 lbs.

thanks:)