luvnhawks's Journal

Fallen down, I will get back up...
Jan 14 2009 00:10

I had a bad spell with my back.  Ever since I came home from the hospital,  I have been battling with myself and eating bad food.  It is like I have fallen off my focus wagon.   I am ashamed that I made myself throw up tonight.   I no that this is not permanent.  I want to be thin to bad.  I need to chalk this day up,  wake up in the morning and love myself enough to feed myself rewarding food.   I am sad that I lost a day, but, It doesn't mean I lost the battle......