maddogkt321's Journal

Weird day
Oct 03 2008 20:29

TOday was on odd day for me as in mood wise.  I was in a fine mood but when I went to go workout, I started having negative thoughts of my body. 

I have not figured out why.  I have lost a total of 66+ pounds and feel great.  Down to  a size 14.  I was at a 16 a few months after I had my baby (still wore maternity clothes for a long while).

I have not had bad thoughts of my body in a long time.  Running, workingout, and weight watchers had really helped me not only physically but mentally.

The past 3 days my food has been odd, one day I was not hungry hardly at all, then I was really hungry the next morning, but come evening, I made some sloppy joes (or spanish hamberger) and couldnt eat it.

THe only thing I can think of is that I might be getting my period (PCOS so I never really know), so I could just be moody, but I have had my period before without those thoughts.

Wierd Hey?

Anyway, lets hope I think better about myself in the morning!