marceleric's Journal

P90 - Day 29 and 30
Jun 30 2009 07:14

Yesterday was my rest day, so I didn't put anything in my journal in the morning.

Did my cardio this morning...it was a good workout, but my knee is giving me some issues.  It kind of feels like it is in a bind.

I'm a little frustrated with myself because Sunday evening I went with my husband and a group of friends to the Melting Pot. Mmmmm.  It was so good---but oh my gosh I so overate.  But I was kind of like--if I'm paying $70 bucks for dinner, I'm going to eat it.  Of course, I didn't have to pay an additional $13 for half a bottle of wine...that was just icing.

So cheese fondue (with bread and apples and vegetables)

Salad with mushrooms and a herb vinaigrette

Various meats--filet, pork tenderloin, chicken, and shrimp

Chocolate--with various items to dip in (strawberries, marshmallows, rice krispies, etc)

1/2 bottle white wine.

It was a two hour long meal.  You basically had to roll me out.  Honestly, I don't think what I ate was that horrible--but today (after Melting Pot Sunday and only processed foods yesterday--don't ask, it was a really busy day--lean cuisines, frozen pizza, etc) I'm up 2 lbs.  I was also so bloated and feeling ick yesterday, so what do I do?  I eat a brownie.  Why?  Because it's in the kitchen and it looks good.  Oh and then we never have peanut M&M's in the candy lady's office, so I ate some of those too.  And I understand that I'm going to have some fluctuations but I feel like I just keep see-sawing back and forth and I every time I come down, I slam into the ground and can't go any further.  And then I get frustrated and say f*** it. 

I really hoped to have made a little progress by now--I'm going on vacation Friday and I won't be back until the 14th...

Anyway--I just needed to vent.  I'm worked out and had a bagel.  I've got my fruit and yogurt and stuff ready to go for lunch today.  I'm back on the wagon.  I have a mild concussion from falling off, but I'm back on, nonetheless.