mcgrawap's Journal

MY NEW DIET LIFE....AKA life after trying and failing to maintain my weight
Nov 10 2009 17:05

So i eat under a 1000 calories a day and i try ever so hardly to go to the gym daily,  and yet here i am 153 pounds later and no weight is getting lost, not even water weight. I though i lost 3lbs last week, turns out i just peed alot.

the story of my life.

Where am i now? in college, bored crazy, and still trying to get some love. I have a boyfriend and a best friend and yet i constantly am going off to day dream land and trying out other lives on for size.

oh how i wish there was more gratitude in me. I am contemplating on leaving and going to Europe, to start anew.