melly991's Journal

stupid fluctuations suck. i have no patience and I want to see the170s NOW
Apr 07 2008 15:47

Ok, so I've totally forgotten that whole not getting on the scale goal thing.  It's just not for me.  I just have to keep telling myself that I'm only allowed to weight myself every day if I don't let the fluctuations bother me.   I'm going nuts though because I've gotten soooo close to the 170s, as low as 180.4 on saturday and today i was back up to 181.8, which I know is really not that large of a fluctuation and I know is normal for me.  If I look at my weight chart I quite commonly weigh more on Monday than I did on Friday, for example, but over the course of the week I will end up lower than I started the week before.  So I just have to hold on.  I really think it's possible that I might see the 170s by the end of this week, but it just sucks!! 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! !!

oK, THAT HELPS.  Everyone always tells you these are normal fluctuations and I know that I'm losing weight at a healthy but steady rate.  I know all these things but none of it matters because I want to see the 170s!!!! 

I know all you calorie counters will understand the blood, sweat (lots of sweat) and tears that goes into making these strides.  I know my body is improving and I'm getting healthier.  Yes, that is the most important thing blah blah blah.  NO but seriously scale.  We will have a rumble if I do not see that second number be a 7 pretty soon.