Stupid MeNov 10 2009 20:29
OK. So I am waiting to go to a Tart and Vicar party. I have changed into a really nice Jane Norman corset, but I look disgusting in it because my arms are bursting out of it and I look so fat. What do I do? I go and have a subjective binge.
I ate 4 toaster pancakes which add up to almost 400 additional calories, and then I go to the Hub to have a "proper" dinner. This consisted of a brie and cranberry baguette followed by one bakewell tart slice and one chocolate chip cookie. This is not at all what I had planned. Now I go back to look in the mirror and my stomach is bloated with a big "food baby". Not nice at all. Now I cannot show anyone my corset. I will have to keep my coat on. I will also be likely to have a donut at the party. That means my additional foods for today have been...
- 4 toaster pancakes (almost 400 kcals)
- 1 brie and cranberry baguette
- 1 slice of bakewell tart
- 1 chocolate chip cookie
- 1 krispy kreme donut
This is a big "mess up". I cannot allow this to happen any other time this week. Hopefully, if I have nothing else today apart from that donut, I will still lose weight by the time I weigh myself this Friday. Providing that I eat less than I did last week, hopefully I shall continue to lose weight. Now it is just even more important that I stick to my plan for the rest of the week so that I can continue upon this downwards spiral which I have finally embarked upon.
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