mikegbsb's Journal

ah

Jul 15 2009 18:24

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh. i'm so sick of binging and being depressed these past three days. i cannot live the rest of my life like this. i don't know what to do.

evil

Jul 04 2009 10:32

i can't believe i just woke up and binged again this morning. i don't know what to do anymore. i am so sick of this. i honestly almost just want to end my life so i don't have to face this anymore. it is SO evil.

friday

Jul 03 2009 21:38

crap. binged again tonight :( wasn't even hungry. shoulda just drank my lifewater and went to sleep. now i have to exercise tomorrow. damn it. i HATE working out and i HATE this.

tonight

Jul 02 2009 20:35

i binged tonight :( feel so sick now. i wish i would have just stuck to my soup and apple that i planned to have :(

i can't eat anymore chips or rice cakes, cereal, crackers. no more. they just make me binge. now i have to exercise tomorrow morning :(

today

Jun 29 2009 13:13

i need to get in control. i'm starting over today. i CAN do this.

:(

Jun 26 2009 14:21

binged 3 days straight. ate instead of exercising today. how disgusting and depressing. i need to stop this. i don't want to feel like this anymore.