minerva_moon's Journal
And just like that, my mood changes to depression!
:-(Jul 06 2008 21:03
So, only two hours ago I posted about how I was at a plateau and how I wasn't that upset about it. And I'm still not, but I am depressed now.
Because I've been demoted.
To an A CUP.
*sniffle*
I'm no stranger to the itty bitty titty committee, but I really do miss my boobs from when I was overweight. I was a full B. They were pretty much the perfect size in my opinion, and after having been an A cup for soooo long, I was so excited to be a real B cup!
Even in my profile picture (which was taken about ten pounds ago), I'm still probably a small B.
But today my mom went clothes shopping and she picked me up a bra (I needed one with clear straps). Handed it to me and told me, "It's time to face facts. You are not a B cup."
And it fits well.
:-(
So I'm definitely an A cup, no way around it. And I'm just ugh, sick of being such a pear shape, because I STILL have (proportionately speaking to the rest of my body) a big butt and big thighs and TEENY TINY BOOBS.
NOT FAIR.
*sigh*
I just need to sulk about this for awhile, I think.
K since I happened across this YOU AREN'T ALONE!!!!!!!! I have had tiny weensy ones my whole life and then got married, had 3 kids, nursed them all and EVEN WITH ALL THE MILK IN THERE I was a small B cup. Now that nursing is over I'd say I'm barely an A....probably fit those teenie bopper ones that say "almost A" or whatever. ANd yes I've got the pear shape...hips and bum large, boobs nonexistent. SO you are not alone. I have had serious talks with God about His missing part of me in the whole creation thing. But, really, if we lived in Africa or somewhere where we didn't have to fit into the styles like we do here...would we care? If swimsuits weren't an issue, would we know what we were missing? I don't know. All I know is everyday I am aware of how flat I am. And how seemingly the rest of the world is NOT. We'll have to start a movement. The small but proud ladies of America. We could design our own clothes. Okay enough of this random stranger talking your ear off. Hope you don't feel so alone. Emily |
I stumbled across this also... and wanted to throw in the comment that my sister has the exact same issue. (I know - not as much sympathy since its not me personally with the same issue but still - you aren't alone!) Her and I both got the 'birthing hips' (and butt... and thighs too) gene apparently (also known as the badonkadonk)... I must've just gotten the whole supply for up top... including the stomach rolls (her skinny waist makes me so jealous) But mostly I love this: "itty bitty titty committee" - I have never heard this before and I think it is a very clever phrase! And don't sulk for too long. Get out dancing and shake your sexy womanly hips around. Those curvy hips can make up for the lack of top! They can! |
Aww...the price we pay. I just start CC+ but gotta admit that I am scared of that happening to me too. I've lost 7lbs. and so far so good, but... Maybe a nice, expensive push-up bra from VS will make you feel better. Any kind of shopping does it for me. No boobs=healthy weight Boobs=overweight And I agree with jef9up....go dancing....celebrate your healthy weight. |
that sucks ! but you know what you have lost 27lbs! thats a good thing! keep up the good work! comming from a man, I dont mind small boobs, and like jef9up said curvy hips can more than make up the lack of top! |
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