newveggie's Journal

K I havent posted in 7 days!  Holy cow.  Well 4 of them internet was down (that was the last four days) but I really have no excuse.  I havent watched what I ate all week.  Well thats not entirely true, I watch what I eat, I usually just haven't cared this last week.  But I have had some stressing issues to deal with, more stressing than worring about weight.  And I admit, I am an emotional eater.  Unfortunate, I know, I guess I will have to work on it.
School starts in two weeks, I cant wait.  Except I am having trouble getting into the classes that I need, but what am I gonna do?  I keep changing my classes around.

About my weight issue- YIKES.  I can hardly think about it right now, it is so stressful.  And I used to think it was so easy, just a numbers game.  But even though I love to exercise and always feel better when I eat healthy, I am in this mode that even if I am stuffed full, I just keep putting food in my mouth.  I really can't help it right now.  Something is wrong with me.

I thought if we get a treadmill in the house I would for sure use it, but I have the dang gym membership, I should just use it.  I dont know what I want to do, we have the money to get it, but *barely*  Money would be so tight if we did, but we could do it.... I will still think about this some more.

Personally I dont even care if my weight loss is slow, just as long as I'm still losing.  I want to lose like 1/2 pound a week would be fine.  I have 15 lbs to lose, not that much.  Even though it looks like a ton on my frame...  Anyway, that would take me 30 weeks to lose if i did 1/2 pound a week.  That is like by valentines day or something.  Maybe I could use 20 in that time, I dont know.  But that shouldn't be that hard, its only a deficit of 2750 calories a week.  Thats 250 a day.  Hmmm I think I can do it, but I dont know.

Well enough rambling, for my friends I will keep posting, I PROMISE.  Today I am not going to post goals cause I already messed up.  I am just going to eat when I'm hungry and try to eat no junk.  Also I am going to try to drink lots of water, and try to get rid of some stress.

Everybody -- Have a good day! ;0)