nicsmilingbig's Journal

Painfully 30+
May 07 2009 07:29

Ok... So I got to the point of having lost 96 pounds... and then we had a short sale on our house, had to move out, had to move in with in-laws for 2.5 months, and had to move into a rental.  For me, it was too much and I turned to food for my comfort... I truly do feel comforted by food, until I try to put on cute clothes.

I Have given away all my "too big" clothes along the way, so I have NOTHING to wear, and don't want to buy anything. So, I go back to that feeling of not wanting to go out or be seen because I have nothing to wear and feel the fat rolls.

Yesterday I was 199.7... YIKES, I knew I was about to go over a very sharp edge... so I tried. Today I am 197.3. So far today (and it's only 7:30, but I do get up at 5:30) I have done well. I am trying to have some sort of control and get thing sback together.

Just thought I'd share.  I hope success is finding YOU and I hope to be catching back up to you soon! =)

Nicole