noparanoia's Journal

Well, shit.
Nov 06 2009 00:59

I totally binged today.

I went to a party, not very hungry.

There were even healthy snacks; grapes and strawberries, and I brought an apple for myself.

And then I grabbed a handful of lays, then a few pretzels, here and there, then two or three slices of pizza, then a whole tray of nutter butter cookies.

I want to kill myself.

I just couldn't stop, and it wasn't even good.

I'm not going to try to keep track of the calories for today, it was probably upward of three thousand.

I'm not going to eat at all this weekend.

I want to have kept my weight in the teens for three days before I visit my boyfriend next.

I have to.