pinkdis0rder's Journal

when i typed it into google to see what information i could get outside of the pro-ana world.

and the first thing that comes up when you type "2468 diet" into google is the thread on C-C! haha.

i looked at other stuff. but still. that was cute.

i simply cannot eat a normal amount. i have gained weight doing so after coming off my fast. and now i've been repelled from it. i feel like someone sprayed normal eating with insect repellent and i am the insect.

whoever said you only lose 10 lbs a month doing 2468 (the poster) is full of crap. anyone can lose 10 lbs a month and not bother with 2468. it's usually closer to 5lbs a week. if anyone is reading this or cares. doubtful.

i haven't figured out what i'm going to do when i get to my GW as far as maintaining goes. probably up my cals a bit and still cycle them. who knows. i wont wanna keep losing weight. GAH. i dont wanna be emaciated, just tiny itty bitty delicate little. :)

i was so happy when i was tiny...

oh well. here goes nothin'