rainbowjelly's Journal

Sunday
Nov 08 2009 16:38

Hello again bloggies,

I have decided to start blogging again because I have 2 more days left of college and I am done for the year so blogging takes up a little time and therefore I am less bored.

Weight front? I think I have finally realised it doesn't matter how slow you lose the weight, it's more of how healthy you are. I still have about 8lbs to go but once I lose 4lbs I will be pretty excited. I am currently 147 and I would like to be 139. I think that is reasonable for nearly 5 ft 9.I don't care how long it takes me either.

I still go to the gym every now and then. It's just boring for me. I am more of a do things outdoors type plus we now have a stationary bike at home woo hoo!!

College front? Just finished my exams. I got 100% on one of them, I do NOT know how i pulled that off. I also got 95%, 90% and 80%. AND guess what!!! I applied for Law at UNI. I am so scared because it's going to be really hard and I may not get in because they base our entry on our school rank as well as our collge rank which i think is dumb because the whole point of going to college is to get a better rank, you know?

Well anyway, I saw this saying "Stop talking yourself out of the life you want". And I have never been hit by something meaning so much but i did this time. I realised, I DO want to study law, so why should I not apply? I need to stop talking myself out of things I want.

Two more exciting things...actually three. I have not binged for 15 days, today is my 16th. I have not survived this long for more than nearly 4 years. Second exciting thing, tomorrow I find out my final class grades. I am hoping for one distinction and lots of credits. And third, only 4 weels and 5 days until I go home to WA for a holiday