ricen's Journal

you know what makes it so hard to take lising weight seriously right now? that face that as an overweight female, I am still getting male attention. I remember I used to be so fired up about weight loss...I mean I still eat right, but I swear I do not have the same energy for it like I used to. Im still tired of being chubby. Im sitting here, bloated be/c yesterday me and my friends had a cookout and we ate a lot and drank a lot of booze. It was so fun, but im sick of being this way. I need to get my ass back together. I really dont want to keep this body for the rest of my life, and I cant do it the way I am now. But damn Im having so much fun.