sagittari's Journal

Modest Mouse makes everything better.. .
Nov 10 2009 23:12

So I'm kind of bummed/bewildered lately. I do great for two weeks and then I get sidetracked, make excuses, get sick of weighing everything - counting calories. Aside from the hiccup the last 2 weeks with CC, I've also had midterms this week and last, plus the moving and unpacking. BLAH. My mind is on melt-down. My hormones have been on the fritz too. One minute I'm like a ravenous dog, just after anything and everything that looks my way; the next minute I'm a recluse, hiding behind a head of frivolous hair. I just want to shed this image of a fat girl, then travel like a vagabond and not give a shit about who's got what, and what it was worth. Who's got who should also be included in that algorithm.

Anyways, I'm tried of all the pining and fantasy of a better life, situation, man.

Gotta make the changes for yourself and leave behind those who can't accept them. Can't let anyone tell you you're wrong, especially yourself.

Value not what I have but what I am. Love me first.

And dance. All the time.